Current mood:	guilty
Current music:	Don't forget about us----MC

Your everything i wanted in more!

Everyone i can't go another day without him talking to me!I cry myself to sleep and can't get him out of my head! i kno that i fucked up , one by right the lj yesterday that i was ok with everything (when really i was just blowing of steam) and 2 is doing things i shouldn't have done. I really think he won't talk to me after yestreday and that just make me cry!!!! I seroulsy fucked up! I wish things could just back to the way they were! I love him so much, we were perfect together. We never fought. we always had a goodtime hanging out (when ever we had time). IDK  ne more my mind is a blur but i know that i love him and maybe thats all i need. Last night wheni was at hte hospital (don't ask, i am an idiot) alls i could think was i wish he was here with me, through all the testing and the x-rays! I wanted him next to me not my mom!  If you read this i am sorry about everything and i kno that i screrwed up big time, if me and you have a chance at all IM. i will be waiting for you!