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[	music	|	Don't forget about us----MC	]

Your everything i wanted in more!

Everyone i can't go another day without him talking to me!I cry myself to sleep and can't get him out of my head! i kno that i fucked up , one by right the lj yesterday that i was ok with everything (when really i was just blowing of steam) and 2 is doing things i shouldn't have done. I really think he won't talk to me after yestreday and that just make me cry!!!! I seroulsy fucked up! I wish things could just back to the way they were! I love him so much, we were perfect together. We never fought. we always had a goodtime hanging out (when ever we had time). IDK  ne more my mind is a blur but i know that i love him and maybe thats all i need. Last night wheni was at hte hospital (don't ask, i am an idiot) alls i could think was i wish he was here with me, through all the testing and the x-rays! I wanted him next to me not my mom!  If you read this i am sorry about everything and i kno that i screrwed up big time, if me and you have a chance at all IM. i will be waiting for you!

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            MERRY

        CHRISTMAS

OK so my senior year is starting to get at me.Like i have relized that in like 6 months i will be living at college and away from everyone and everything that i may care about at that time!!!So if you all didn't already know i love my boyfriend to death.He is so sweet to me and alls i do with him is bitch!!! (sorry dear.Yea i still have the same shitty job, and now i only get one day a week b/c they hired all these new fucking people. Lets see christmas is getting close, alls i want is my *NEW* phone..... But ne ways i gotta jet!!!!!

                                       PEACE

                                        <3 ya

[	mood	|	tired	]
[	music	|	FALL OUT BOY ~~~~~~~~ THE HOLE CD	]

So whats new with me???? Well my b/f is grounded, i never get to see him!!! (boo) and he got his car taken away so we can't go out to lunch. Lets see i am quiting mjr. I have put tonz of applications in so i know with in dew time i will get a new job. Hopefully they will pay more then 5.65 ( yup thats all i make and i have been there for 2 years now)!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have decide that i don't care what people say about me or my relationship with my b/f (truely people it is getting old, you just say the same stuff over and oer like your a broken tape recoreder)!!!!

                   I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART<333333

[	mood	|	surprised	]
[	music	|	Spice Girls Wanna be	]

So i have this new out look on life...... It starts out like this FUCK GIRLS and there DRAMA (fat whore and bird girl)I am foucsing on school and work and my boyfriend for now on!!!! I alos need some advise from people..... I love my boyfriend but soemdays he makes me mad and then i take all my angry form that day and put it on him, and thats not fair adn i i fell bad about it!! What should i do?

But i have a long night ahead of me Harryu Potter opened up 2day!!!!!!!!! MAN O MAN that was a great movie!!!!

[	mood	|	pissed off	]
[	music	|	Spice Girls Wanna be	]

I wish people would go and fuck there selfs some day!!!!!!!!!!! (FUCK YOU AL FLINT) You such a mother fucking jackass, grown up and be the 20 year old you ass is! STOP BOTHERING ME. Baby, your the best, i don't know what i would sdo with out you in my life!!

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[	mood	|	tired	]
[	music	|	FALL OUT BOY ~~~~~~~~ THE HOLE CD	]

Man o Man to day was stress full!!! I am running on 1 hour of sleep for todays and energy drinks, well and of course my B/F!!! So I gave that damn baby back and I think that i did great on it!I only let its head back once adn it was completely on accident. So I am so happy now,like people notice that i am happy and not bored adn not going crazy.... Theres less drama in my life (which is a great thing).EVERYONE I can't wait untill movie night, i am so excited. i talk about with Lou Who all the time.... Here are some of the movies we wanna see tell me what you think.

1. Crybaby (JOHNNY DEPP)
2. Saw
3. Final Destanation 2
4. Chuckie
5. Virgin Sucide
6. Jeepers Creepers

 But thats all i really gotta say :)

OoO yea i have the BESTEST BESTEST BESTEST BOYFRIEND EVER...... you make me so happy

[	mood	|	sleepy	]
[	music	|	Fall Out Boy~~~Saturday	]

So today has been the best day in a long time.. Thankx to my b/f<3(kiss kiss)<3......... Theres not much to say but that he makes me very happy and i haven't been happy for a long time.. Now i don't have to fake a smile......This past week has really change my attuide!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But i am super tired adm my baby is on the phone, and the baby is crying.. so i am peacing out!!!!!!!!!!! L8er

                                                   Catch you Catz On The Flip Side 

SO today sucked so bad... Except for all the times i got to see my B/F!! HE is the only that kept a smile on my face... Everytime that baby cried, I cried!!!! Never take Family Soc.(unless you like screaming babys). I haven't slept so i am cranky all day (sorry baby i have been upset all day!!!) I seriously can't wait to give this thing back 2morrow during 6th hour!!!! OK i am super excited we are going to have MOVIE NIGHT... Problly be like all scary movie b/c halloween is coming up so quick!!!!!!!!But thats all ileft for the day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

                                             CATCH YOU CATZ OF THE FLIP SIDE

                                                                                                                                    <3Christina<3

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i want to be..the smile, the first thought, the long drive or the short walk, the last voice, the random call, the laugh, the perfect kiss, the comfort hug, your second half, the sparkle in your eye, the everything you need, just what you want
i want to be your perfection...

 This would be the perfect thing for me if i only found that right guy!!!!(maybe i already have  and just don't know it yet)............ Just a thought to be in everyones mind